a man who knew my father befriended me
causing me to question the nature of my reality,
my history, its validity,
my possibly-false memories
— all, viewed through the lens
of the person
who had vested interest in
indoctrinating me,
who preferred my naïveté,
under the guise of protectivity,

Christmas break, age 6, Waukegan, Illinois
see,
parents write stories on the folds of a child’s cerebrum,
their pens go unchallenged
until they’re challenged /
their ink is like cord blood,
except it can re/generate — or damage
but it takes only one person
to crack open their sky,
then, as forced astronomers,
we spend our lives
begging our zealots
the non-answerable,
“why?”