she sips a glass
of wine
and admits, agrees
she too, doesn’t want to be
on this prison planet
under these archons,
guided and insulated by sadistic angels,
both, in servitude to the demiurge
no escaping it, Them
even in Bucolia
she’s still plagued by the 24-hour news cycle,
contemplation that often veers off into nihilism,
and, by bouts of suicidal ideation
— but to go back around, back to another false birth in this Samsara, to start over? — no thanks //
perhaps crying in the wilderness, then.
where is that, exactly?
the mountains, buttes and canyons also betray us — those ancient Watchers, the petroglyphs warned us of
— and of shapeshifters cloaked in feathers, fur and scales ///
