a sweet spot, a warm, quiet evening,
of a too-soft winter here,
on & of the good Earth,
that tempts the comfortable one
to flirt with forgetting
the hard totality
of this hot and cold, man-made,
loud and brutal World.

a sweet spot, a warm, quiet evening,
of a too-soft winter here,
on & of the good Earth,
that tempts the comfortable one
to flirt with forgetting
the hard totality
of this hot and cold, man-made,
loud and brutal World.

version i
a vessel
of perpetual sustenance
fumbled by graceless hands of men
those breaks that once disfigured her
now sealed
with aurum scars instead
i am going to bed, now
at 7:08
to lessen the ache
of being awake
this is a poem
this is the business
of us, artists
this is our “business correspondence”
inform a collaborator
a coworker – if you will,
of your passwords and process
before taking those pills
my corazón has nearly bled-out
migrating across my torso, my limbs,
and my crown
settling into my cornflower blue eyes
bloodshot — with or without drops and disguise
i’m fine
nothing’s wrong
i just really love this song
gives me the blues sometimes, is all
a snake, a possum, a doe and fawn
on the roadside killed, again, i saw
i heard the breaking news story
i’m awfully raw, so please ignore me
this world can be so cruel and wicked
of course, my tender heart’s afflicted
glistened eyes, lump throat, and quiver lip
you think they’re for you?
well sir, or ma’am: that’s rich.
all lies,
but also, all true.
i feel like someone
you last loved on a wednesday,
earlier this week
i feel like someone who was once your intense singular joy/ now and again, an invisible naturalist, poet, neologist and crone
i feel like someone you forgot to mention the Hilma Af Klint show to
i feel like someone losing our intimacy
exponentially, by the second, against a shot clock in an un-united center
i feel like someone whose forehead you won’t kiss; whose hollows you’ll never touch with hands, tongue or tip; like someone who’ll never truly climax again
i feel like someone who upset you with
Dream[ing] and that’s where it ended; someone who never listened to your diatribe about Waco, or heard of your plane rituals and four-part fruition
i feel like someone whose mystery you’ll let be; whose content was consumed without gnosis; like those cold “leftovers.”
i don’t feel like someone you will walk across a frozen Lake or Lake bed to get to anymore, during the apocalypse, Station Eleven style Continue reading “someone”